Cherry Red & Morning Gray

I'm off to Pinkpop :)

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i want so badly to believe
that there is truth, that love is real
and I want life in every word
to the extent that it's absurd

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I'm pathetically walking to the window every time I hear a car or hear a door slam in the hope that Bas has unexpectedly driven over to Groningen to see me. I know it's for the best that he isn't with me, I know that he needs to learn and he needs his points and that whatever I'm feeling now doesn't count, because if he doesn't pass this exam.. we just don't know if the history study will really be his future anymore then. But god, I could need a hug right now. & I know that even if he was here I'd probably screw up and only cry all the time, but I'd still like a hug. I feel so pathetic.